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CelticKawaii
José Cañusi
Artist | Student | Traditional Art
United States
Hello peasants, and welcome to my page. Stand in awe of my....

:iconshockplz:
:iconbeggingplz:
:iconsadplz: No wait, please don't go!
Oh gosh, please make me feel not-lonely!

Anyway, wonder why I'm here?

Well, I like to draw, and I want people to see my work. I know I still need to work on a lot, but I'm trying to give it my own style and improve. Constructive criticism is encouraged - don't be afraid to tell me if you think something is 'off,' 'wrong,' or needs work somehow. I will do my best not to kill you. :D

Things you should know:
:bulletred: I draw (duh).
:bulletred: I was/am heavily influenced by anime/manga style, especially the big, expressive eyes.
:bulletred: I'm also learning other styles and expanding on what I can do.
:bulletred: I'm not really a "great" artist just yet.
:bulletred: I consider myself to be still a 'noob' or a beginner in a lot of ways.
:bulletred: Patience isn't my strong point.
:bulletred: Not sure if I should add a stamp collection from all the fandoms I like. :shrug:
Miscellaneous:
General Info
Sex: Female, I think
Age: forever 15
Height: 5 foot a bitch
Weight: 3 potatoes
Species: Pyro
Status: Angry

UPDATED General Info:
Sex: Probably girf
Age: Older than 1/3 of potential waifus
Height: Hobbit
Weight: 6 potatoes
Species: weeaboo
Status: Burning :D

Commissions: No.

Requests: Well, I don't mean to sound rude or anything, but if you think I'm giving you a painstakingly-drawn piece of artwork for free, then you're smoking something that's probably illegal. Seriously, do not ask me for requests.

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I once took a self-test to see if I really had pyromania. Here's the abridged version:
Do you like fire?
:iconallofthethingsplz::iconsaysplz: Yeah!
Do you like to watch fires?
:iconyeahplz::iconsaysplz: Yeah!
Do you like to set things on fire?
:iconyayamericaplz::iconsaysplz: Hell yeah!
Were you hugged enough as a child?
:iconsaderidanplz::iconsaysplz: Um...well uh...maybe I...
Are you a loner?
:iconforeveraloneplz::iconsaysplz:...
Have you ever just felt plain awful?
:iconsadplz::iconsaysplz: *sniff* Mmm-hmm...
MICHAEL BAY?
:iconamericapartyhardplz::iconsaysplz: ALL THE WAY!
Congratulations! You are a pyro! Now get help.
:icontavroswthplz:
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Did you know that the Irish created/invented/discovered:

Modern chemistry
Chocolate milk
Boyle’s law
Entrepreneurship
The induction coil
The hollow needles used in hypodermic syringes
The Kelvin temperature scale
Seismology
The electron
The stethoscope
The concept of a boycott
The tattoo machine
Modern submarines
Radiotherapy
The first time an atom was split via artificial means
Aircraft ejection seats
Portable defibrillators
Pulsars

...and that most of them did it while drunk? :eyes:

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Here, have some controversy:

Remember, there is no such thing as "white culture". There is, however, Irish culture, Italian culture, English culture, Russian culture, German culture, Nordic culture, Romanian culture, Dutch culture, Swiss culture, Scottish culture, Welsh culture, French culture, Spanish culture...

I don't want to be a 'feminist'. I rather be 'egalitarian' - besides, it sounds like 'eagle-tarian'. It's just so...'Murican!
*Actually, the real reason is because sometimes, men get screwed over in some areas too. Men and women fall short in the "privilege" department in different ways, so why not work for both? After all, it's all about equality.

Person: This is my left hand *holds up right hand*
Other person: Um, no, that's not your left, it's your right.
Person: OMG I DON'T HAFF TA COMPLY TO YOUR STANDARDS OF WHAT'S LEFT AND WHAT'S RIGHT! I SAY DOWN IS LEFT AND UP IS DOWN AND LEFT IS RIGHT, AND IF YOU SAY I'M WRONG, YOU'RE A BIG, STUPID POOPY DOO-DOO BRAIN!
-The Internet on 'opinions'

The web is a dark place, full of shock sites, porn, and spoilers.
...
SNAPE KILLS DUMBLEDORE AND THEY ALL GET TURNED INTO TANG! :iconsays2plz::iconpervyvriskaplz:

I'm a strong, independent women who don't need no feminism!

There is no such thing as reverse racism, because anyone can be racist to anyone.

"When young women say no to feminism, feminists don't accept that means no," -Christina H. Sommers

When you take the time to make fun of your own culture, you are culturally appropriating an integral part of Irish culture. Now if you'll excuse me, I have to go finish my drink.

Check your social justice blogger privilege!
:bulletblack:I think there's no such thing as "SJW Privilege" (that just proves you have it)
:bulletblack: I can draw attention to areas in which I am not privileged, while ignoring those areas in which I do have privilege (you are NOT telling me they're all black-pan-theta-chromosomal-but-mostly-female-disabled-autistic-otherkin-trans*:・゚✧)
:bulletblack: I can tell someone to "check their privilege" as a means of shutting down their argument
:bulletblack: If someone disagrees with me, I need only to accuse them of belonging to some privileged group (white, cis, male, straight, etc.) to "prove" that I am right.
:bulletblack: I can minimize the problems of an individual on the basis that they are more privileged than certain groups of people (never mind that seeing people who kind of look like you on TV doesn't help chronic depression).
:bulletblack: I was seriously offended reading this list.
:bulletblack: I can assume the person who wrote this list was a white cishet fedora neckbeard dudebro, without acknowledging that's still stereotyping.
:bulletblack: I am now even more offended after reading the above statement.
:bulletblack: I can completely disregard the facts because of hurt feelings.
:bulletblack: It is my pejorative to get offended for other marginalized groups to which I do not belong, and should I find a member of such a group who takes no offense to a certain thing, I can claim they have internalized self-hatred (as opposed to simply their own opinion).
:bulletblack: My feels are going haywire now.
:bulletblack: I seek the blood of the person who wrote this list.
:bulletblack: Inhale. Exhale. Did you just breathe? Smile, because you are alive and life is still worth living. There, you have existential privilege! ^_^
:bulletblack: Stop. I could do this all day, but I have a paper to write, and I am sure you have something better to do yourself. Privilege-checking is the unhealthiest mental exercise there is - it divides people into "haves" and "have nots", and that just leads to Tall Poppy Syndrome. In other words, it breeds hate. Hate only breeds hate. Now ask yourself - "Does the homeless white guy on the street have more privilege than Oprah Winfrey and Temple Grandin?"
:bulletblack: -->unhealthiest mental exercise<-- This line is so ableist! (If this was your actual thought process, then...Just stay away and you'll be safe from me~!)
:bulletblack: You own a freaking computer, or at the very least, have Internet access.

Potato :iconpotatoplz:
  • Mood: Sadness
So, earlier this month, you know, back when it wasn't the very last day of said month, we all got the unbelievable news that actor and comedian Robin Williams was found dead on the morning of August 11th.

Was I the only one who felt like that moment when you're reading a book and you get to that one plot twist the author totally just pulled out their ass? I mean, whoa, really?! Needless to say, my three-day long vacation was ruined.

But okay, on a more serious note (about as serious as I can do without crying), it shocked everyone, didn't it? And I've been meaning to make a journal entry about this all month long. But after attempting to stand on my desk and say "Oh Captain, My Captain," only to fall on my butt and damn near kill my dog, I decided it's high time I wrote this.

Robin Williams was a funny guy - that was why the whole suicide thing was such a shock it felt like an ass pull. He wasn't just funny - he was HELLA FUNNY! They didn't call him the Muhammad Ali of comedians for nothing, I'm guessing though that it was because he could make you feel like you got a one-two punch to your spleen from laughing so hard. Remember when he was the Genie in Aladdin? Or Mrs. Doubtfire? Or Peter Pan in Hook (admit it, this is the first time you care about that movie for a reason that isn't Dante Basco)? That guy in Flubber? That other guy in Jumunji? He was funny! But wait, he had depression? Okay, a lot of people knew that. But still, he didn't act depressed, did he? Not to any of us, right?

I mean, it's called 'depression' after all - who can blame anyone for expecting a depressed person to be sad, lonely, mopey, and donning an eye-eating hairdo and dressing all in black? You expect sad piano music to play when they so much as walk in the room. By all logic, the last person who should be thinking about killing themselves is the funny guy who can do funny voice impressions and make you laugh till tears pour out your eyes! I mean, look at how happy that person makes you? Isn't that happiness contagious? I know I feel good when I make other people laugh.

Buuuuut it turns out that's how they cope, at least some of them. It's actually a common thing among comedians to suffer from depression - it's a coping mechanism, for one. Plus, it's great material. You are an endless source of self-deprecating hilarity...which backfires when you end up not getting help and masking the problem. And you want to know why that scares me so much?

Because I had been so close to that point. The point where just ending my life felt easier, and I seriously considered how the world would go on without me. I was too much of a burden on my parents, the other kids at school thought I was annoying, the teachers didn't want to put up with me...why not, right?

I was too afraid.

That was the only thing stopping me - I was, against all odds, afraid to die. But damned if I didn't consider it. Sorry, I just took a nosedive straight down Trainwreck Central, but I promise it leads somewhere.

The truth was, I had two loving parents, friends who liked me, and teachers who wanted to help. And I'm so glad I never jumped. That was years ago, I was thirteen back then, but let me tell you, that was a horrible year for me. I got depressed after that point, but it was never as bad as that all-time low. Okay, just want to apologize again for not only going straight to my personal issues and depressing and probably making you cry, but also the fact that this was supposed to be funny.

But bringing it back to my point, I'm afraid because of this; it can happen to anyone. Robin Williams isn't immune to it, and you'd think with all the coverage of family, friends, fellow celebrities and even an ASL-speaking gorilla emoting and expressing how much they miss him, that guy still felt alone. He still felt that ending his life was the best option. That's what depression does - it grabs you and wraps around you and tells you you're worth nothing, you'll be better not existing...just die...

And eventually, you listen. That's why I'm afraid. I'm afraid I'll lapse back into that state, where I just feel like a burden, hated, lonely, useless...and this time, I won't be afraid.

That's so scary to me - not being afraid next time. I know I joke a bit about being forever alone, it's all over my profile, oh, and I joke about most likely having pyromania (I check off a lot of symptoms, and depression was one of them)...I figured I was alright, not feeling like jumping out of windows lately. But then this happens. Whoa! Now I'm worried.

I don't think every funny person out there is secretly super-depressed, otherwise Weird Al should be on suicide watch. But I do know that people cope in different ways. I'm worried I'll lapse back into my old slump. I also want to make it clear that if you're feeling like Robin was, like I was, there's someone out there who you matter to. They care about you, and they'll miss you. It's never worth it. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, and talk to anyone who will listen. Don't be afraid to not be funny for once.

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0CaptainMan0 Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
ur sig makes me think ur p cool
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TULAngel Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist
I clicked on your account because of your signature,  stayed and read that entire anti-sjw thing on your bio. All I have to say is this: Hats off to you, ma'am. Not many people are capable of  thinking on their own these days.

Sorry if this is out of the blue or awkward I just really felt happy that someone else out there doesn't fall victim to Tumblr's shitty ideals
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CelticKawaii Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you! I'm glad I'm not the only one who sees through the B.S.
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PessimisticCunt Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Student Artist
Men get raped too, you know. And rape isn't just a `womens issue` You say that like only girls get raped. Today a man will be raped. And you won't care. Today, a mans life will be ruined. And you won't care. Tommorow, this man will try to leave his house, and most likely fail. And you won't care. This man might commit suicide. And still you won't care. If he doesn't, for the rest of his life, this man will be a wreck, possibly lose his job and wife, and will be haunted by those images. And you will never care. No one will. Because they think that only the women matter. They will ignore him, and then go on to comfort a women whose husband hit her out of self defence. And you are one of those people. You ignore male crisis in favour of female. What, exactly, goes on in your head when you see a man in distress? I'm genuinely curious.
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CelticKawaii Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Student Traditional Artist
I honestly don't know what your deal is, because I'm not denying that men get raped too. I don't deny problems happen to men, nor do I not want to help fix them. Why are you saying this? Are you a troll, or did you confuse me with someone else?
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PessimisticCunt Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Student Artist
So sorry, I selected the wrong account!
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ciskat Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I was just looking at your profile, and then I
see this random potato and I just busted up laughing! XD
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CelticKawaii Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Student Traditional Artist
XD
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andre-ma Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks very much for the fav (:
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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for adding My deviantART Story to your favorites. I'm glad you like my writing :)
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